"I feel like i'm on the other side of the withdrawal stuff at this point. I feel like a fucking animal dode, like i feel like i felt ten years ago when i was fuck and building ta ship," he says. "They do this so that they can control you in every single way." 'People don't understand that fear is easy to control from the outside' He adds: 'If you're scared, if you're angry, if you get real mad, it's supritat ike people don't know how to deal with their emotions'