Introduction

"I would lay in bed for up to four hours a day, every single day, because i couldn't motivate myself to get out of bed. The only thing that got me out of bed was shame," he says. "This is not a story of someone who was born extraordinary. This was somebody who was lazy as had no idea what they were going to with their life." He adds: 'Instead of becoming someone who was worthy of self respect,  i was trying to create the illusion that i was something'