How to Survive a Stabbing in a Petiatric Emergency Room

When i let myself close my eyes and not see what was around me, it was beating back as a petiatric in turn. And that helped a lot, reduce this flipping of the lid thing, but it did retain sight into it the inside. I can't tell you how many physicians contact me after i say this publicly, or when i've written it out in a book. It's common experience for people who are only trained to save people. You're walking around in these white coats with sharp objects, projecti your anger on to them. But you can't function by hating yourself all the time. So then i went for long walks with myself, talked o friends, wrote in