What if I Don't Know What's the Best Way Bara So Many Times?

i'm guessing a lot of us have similar situations where we're like, what if i don't know what's the best way bara so many times, a quick phone call. I keep thinking about that swedish death technique. They hold sentimental value in the sense that one of them was given to me by my godfather the last time i saw him, and then he passed away. My parents didn't buy me many things during my childhood, so they're about the only toys i played with as a kid,. Other than three pall anyway, am they are not in unopened packages. Am, ye, keep em if you want to keep em. Stop feeling guilty about it