The Scariest Thing in the World

When i was 297 pounds and i was fat as hell trying to be a navy seal, the scarest thing in the world to me, even to this day, was that that could have been the rest of my life. I thought then i was trying hard. That's why people got understand what is in us. We have no idea until we start trying hard. And i mean really trying hard when you're obsessed with, hey, this is my new norm. My new norm is yet wild. This isn't always fun. It's not always meant to be fun. Do you know when that on clock goes off at four or five in the morning, your mind says, no.