My Exodus Story Is the Beginning and the End of My Journey and I'm Going to Call That Miriam

I was purposefully starving myself to go purposely this was I figured it was the easiest way to kill myself because people wouldn't realize I committed suicide they would just think I had a needing disorder and an eating disorder doesn't have the same taboo in my world as suicide does. By the time I walked out the door I think if I'm not mistaken I looked it up in my journal before I wrote it in my book but I think it was around 72 pounds it was really scary but it did help me get through some of these tough times.