i'd love to know how, ecause you were a mother and a surgeon, yes. How did you go about the when she had your children? An officer, you've got to it's inevitable you have to leave work fora certain period of time. Was that a hard decision? When you went back? Were things put into place that allow for you to leave with peace of mind and know that you can come back and pick up where you left off? Or is the way it's set up really difficult and basically set up so that you go or i can't really have kids, because if i go, what am i going to come back to? It's all unknown.