Did You Ever Think You Were Going to Die?

Did you ever think you were going to die? Yes, y i did. I itspet, well, especially before i have the diagnosis. Ye, only those great 11 days where i knew i had cancer, but i had no what it was. And that was really frightening. But even after i knew, ok, this is very treatable and it's not that serious. If i didn't think i was, you know, that i could dive and it wouldn't be real. The floor of the bathroom was like a water clenix, cas apended,. Like these epic nose bleeds after a while, and s wondering if maybe it's not going to be ok.