Is Hyper Activity the Pathway to Fruitfulness?

We idolize productivity, like when we catch up with friends. We measure everything through the lens of productive - it's led to deep exhaustion and fatigue. Being unproductive in the presence of god is the pathway towards fruitfulness. I think i left jesus behind. Fill up. My walk with jesus is marked out by duty and not much joy. And id don't really sense his nearness much as oh my goodness. How many of us make that mistake?