You Can't Tell Normal People About This.

When i felt this first coming on, i i was dealing with what had probably been five years of suppressing panic around the idea that i was going to get sick one day. Ase, wen was last time any of us were sick? I've been sick since since youn we ther was a normal cold. You cant, you can't tell normal people about this. No, no, no. But this is how you a the i the idea of something in your head feels up even more real to you than the real thing feels to me. Yes, that's exacty. That's pretty close.