Is There a Difference Between Life Experience and Artistic Experience?

When you reside in that dark place, when when that all you know is a dark place. And on top of it, if you ever venture to try to leave from that dark place,. well then what am i going to create? Well, then who will i be? You almost get a stack hom syndrome im in your own creative endeavors. I mean, it's got to be just an insurmountable amount of stress and pain when your sadness becomes your identity. Then if you ever get happy, then who the fark are you? God if oh, yor weve god, if only. But that would have been, if suddenly his music had become superhappy - but like