The Universe as a Whole

For me, what made the most sense was believing in the universe as a whole. I think of the universe as almost like a force, like god, but it doesn't have a face. And that's what i started to believe in. A big reason why i started to believes in the universe was because i started to see through patterns throughout my life. You know, every terrible struggle that i had ever dealt with had built me into who i was. Every decision that i had made, every move that i've ever made, you know, had led me to where i was.