I'm Having a Bad Day to Day, Here's Why.

I don't have a problem with thanksgiving or christmas. I don't know that i look forward to them. And maybe i'm projecting it, but i'm constantly aware of how outside i feel. Nour prayer meeting on monday was wonderful. So and so wants to talk politics. And they are evangelical, maggat trumpers. You now, they're wearing tea shirts. Every time i see her, she's got her damned church shirt on. Ad, i didn't ever want the show to be a downer. I'm just babbling, but,. but i come to you in all humility as a guy who has been going through a few weeks of struggles creatively