Repentance Is Hard

You can't wilfully sin and say, i'm going to repent afterwards. Repentance isn't apologizing for how some one felt about what you did. To be unrepentant is to be narcisisic. You need god to unharden the heart and places in your life. When you understand sin from an eternal and spiritual perspective, it impacts the depth of repentance we can have towards those who are on the temporal plane. It's a hard pill to swallow, that we have to have.