Why Did I Not Just Leave?

I would rather go through the pain than sing the position and not being able to earn ye. I didn't believe that i was capable of going outsideof where i was and getting another roll. Soi deep down in my heart, it was very much is the situation, thinking i wasn't worthy of anything,. The fact is that when i looked at what i was doing, it was justwas so overbearingand so on.