i completely understand that there's a huge difference between discord server being live on stream in a psychiatrist's office and the average friend or meeting people during the first week of freshman orientation. But if you think about learning how to swim, we learn how to swim in the kidty pool. We don't jump right into the ocean. And what i' the only thing that makes me not cry in this moment is that, like i've, i feel strongly that if you just keep doing what you're doing, you won't feel this way forever. That most of your life, liking to, let's assume for a moment, wem, that you've got 62 years left on this earth