The Human Conscious Operating System Is a Strange Loop

When i was seven, had an encounter with heaven slash forever. And then for the next like 20 years a i was a self deceiving, self righteous atheist who was actually a spiritually wounded, terrified child that was trying to find a shield. And he found atheism and rhetoric and logic and a until i found karl young when i was about 23, 24. And i started to a appreciate dreams. That's don by hod where i'm role playing being someon childnotaninsula. So we'll see how it goes.