What Do I Have in My Heart?

I'm thinking about what she mentioned is that what I have more of, because sometimes I'm trying to speak something that I have not abundantly put in my heart. But whenever I speak the word of God, that's what came to mind. So it's that my focus is first to the heart and then out of it. It happens automatically. The process is fast to theheart and then the mouth speaks. That's what I'm really, really thinking about. My fight is not... I don't understand this, I'm tryingto deal with the fruit, but it is that if I deal with the root, the fruit will just happen by itself. Yes.