i am a former in sel, 32 m who had sex for the first time to day and was grossed out. After a two years self improvement journey, i was able to get a woman to sleep with me. On our fifth date prior to sex, she said she might even become my girl friend if we continued to get along and bond with each other. Later that evening, we hooked up. My egg plant felt really weird inside. I didn't bother to finish because i lost my boner. Am i actually some sort of a sexual have i damaged my egg plant from 18 years of jerking? O, i can easily jerk off thinking of this girl, so i know