i see the, i'll say, perverse pleasure we take in talking about shootings and stuff. Because you got too much to worry about, that's right? And i really think that's a thing with the news too, as is. If i think allthou about what a piece of shet i am, god is pleased. Now you're like, if i think about these horrors all the time, i'm carrying mice of the grief. Am like, i don't think that's actually good, right? Have you had any mystical experiences worth Sharing? Sometimes giving language to these things ruins them.