Language Learning as an Obsession or a Life Enhancing Hobby?

I think it's really easy to get obsessed with like a language learning and have it be something that consumes you. And my toxic trait is that it's hard for me to like chill out and just enjoy the process, you know what I mean? It goes back to that toxic competitiveness. You're not only competitive with other people, like he said, you're competitive with yourself too.You shouldn't feel guilty about having native language content - English has good content. That just facts. What matters is how you communicate with people.