The Choice Between Human and Divine

"I wasn't really hedonistic in my life I was just sort of anti authority as it turns out um so you wanted to be an arctic. You wanted to have a bit of spark about you I wanted to be human and divine that's what I wanted" "My orientation from that moment on once I came back to my body which I'll tell you about in a sec became dominant in me there's more I chose more light than human all right"