Siky: "I feel like john, who is my boy friend, is like my penance for being so difficult my whole life" He says he's never been able to walk into a room if there are not three things new on the floor. The pair have argued every day but they're good arguers and it has taught him how to be more patient with his partner. Siky also said that John was much neater than i because I'm just very messy.