The Pressure to Think About Music 24-7

I want to go back to the time and again, this is so... I feel like I'm in therapy right now. This is not a real thing. This is me writing an album and freaking out. That's when we're talking. But I want to not think about music 24-7 to a point where it's insane. Maybe I'll go volunteer somewhere and do that for four days a weekso that something else is occupying my time besides me and my music. You don't want music to feel like work.