I've Awakened, You Ellipsis?

i started meditating in 20 13, when i was in the viana. I only basically do it for four months every single day and then i won't do it again. Am is an understanding of the boundary of your body that you can understand by looking at yourself from a different vantage point than other people. And mike has developed in ways that were very, very, very,. very difficult for people to predict - but still, i think it's important. Is there something like am my relationship to other people? There have been periods in my life where  people basically just fiel slesh think that i'm a magician because of the things that socially i can pull off.