I think it was more going back to who i was as a child. I had grown up in a working class community, surrounded where the greatest aspiration for many,. and i don't this in a dmeaning way, was to be part of for h and raise steer or pigs. And so it was, in many ways, coming back to what i knew as a child in wall street. Was, for me, the weird entry into this world that i didn't know existed at the time. In terms of the expectations i had about what i wold find, i thing that surprises me the most is how narrow minded we are when we think in a very rational scientific way.