Is There a Hole in the Balloon?

When fully inflated, these balloons are spherical. And this one isn't. It's shaped like a teardrop. And that's because there is a hole in it. I have put so much of myself, my whole life into this project, and iike, still can't believe that that happened. The next day i was like having l almost like a crisis of faith about it nationally of like, why am i doing this?