Is There a Missing Variable?

Jeremy: I've had powerful times with God doing certain things like meditating on scripture and other things. And then when in a time of great trouble, I would go to scripture and it didn't seem to help me. That actually frightened me because I put a lot of, I have a very high view of scripture,. But there were times when I just not, I could not absorb the words in a way that they would help me with where I was at. He says he wondered if spiritual growth always starts off with a bang and explosive growth and then kind of taper off or are we missing, missing something here? "It's like you stepped inside my brain when you said that