The Normalcy of Kiki's Life

I'm sitting in your house now and there is a normalcy almost in your family pictures that you had like kiki wasn't ever forgotten she was never a an asterisk in the family. My other two kids are were are still obsessed with her um and she loved them back let's see when did you first was kiki again. There obviously so many child's not living at home with you you have this special bond as their mother. Were you ever endowed or worried like is she gonna know me is she gonna have that relationship one I mean obviously I see in the pictures that you clearly did but I'm curious of where their moments where you're like this is actually this is working this