Surrender Is a Metaphor of Suffering

In the video Surrender I had no God in my life. I had no religion really you know and I don't understand Again to me. It's almost dualistic to pray to an op to another being a being To help you get out of this Suffering but then to get the non duality so I get a little confused on the prayer You know and God and love and then how we can tie that together with self inquiry So I Want to end look man my desire my real desire is to really end this suffering and to end as egoI mean I don't know if I can get it in this lifetime Birth and reburth the I mean there's so many concepts and so