i wouldn't wish this on you, cause it's been awful, yes. But that's in that intr that's really interesting. My dad actually has one of his sayings that i really like, and he just said it to me yesterday when i was on the phone, is, everybody wants to see a miracle, but no one wants to need one. Well, that's if if father gregg really hammers something home gently and and patiently. He tells these stories of, he calls them the homies, having profound, mystical moments where they see themselves as how god sees them. And it brings them to tears, it brings him to tears. It's not n intellectual or