Speaking by Yourself Is Hard for Me

Dictating by yourself is difficult for me. It's like giving a talk for your cat. I used to have cats, you know, and they just don't give you much back. And on top of it being difficult to kind of keep going by myself, if I was thinking about somebody specific I wanted to impress,. This is also when I used to write lectures for students. Because undergraduates are often, shall we say, not incredibly enthusiastic to be in lecture hall.