How Do You Know if You're Going to Face Adoption?

i remember being, like dave was saying, so willing in the beginning. partly because, like bill thetford, i was very weak willed. I couldn't even really speak. But they woud keep sending them. In order for this to end, i had to accept, this is for me. What do i need to see here and end? And yes, something kind of did come in where david actually witnessed itabot a year before i was really ready to hear,. are you kind of ending with that soon? Like, how was that all really for me, becausete dars? Because there was, they were, like, round divorces and children