You Can Only Be Free With the Lights On

"I was, you know, our hardest parts, the hardest part of our marriage was basically when I wouldn't be truthful," he says. "That was all pride and shame to try to cover something that I knew I could never get victory over alone." Did Juliet know about your sexual abuse before they were married? Yes. And so for me, like this is all about my phone is an open. She can get in there and do whatever she wants to,. but I'm going to have nothing to hide.