"I didn't have an intent that I'm not trying to kill myself," he says. "There's no cognitive, there's way more efficient ways than swimming out into the ocean." The Coast Guard found him in Maro Bay at 6:30 a.m., before cell phones were widely available. He swam for over an hour and kept going even after his body was pulled from the water. 'What became of me when I start to make right decisions is a single line written in a log book'