How Did You Write Your First Book?

I think it's the legacy from the publishing industry. You had to get permission from a certain number of companies in new york rig and they did things a certain way. And i realize, oh, there's something deeper here. There's like, a bigger message i want to explore... So i sort of shifted to, i'm going to write a book. I dumped everything into my crosop word tried to organize, i the themes, and i started writing. It takes so long because you're shifting back and forth between this top down mode of structuring,. Getting our outline, getting all the themes together, and then going back in and like doing the details and tying everything