Is There Something You Can Do to Reverse Tis?

I wasin an obsessivefo state, and very obsessive. And when i kind of came out of that obsession, i unfortunately t took surgry to kind of do it. Was that's when i realized how much i focked up? Even before surdry, i was kind of naturally trying to pull backinde transition. But all that got put down to internalized transforb and internalized ssexism - which is a a weird phrase. You know, it's almost poetic ar the lives of the commoet.