Being the Older Brother

I think it's still like I understand he's my older brother but then I think he also didn't want to be the older brother. He would say things like damn I wish that we had an even older brother who would take care of both of us. Everyone just wants an older brother. That's low key true though because I remember I got my brother into a lot of trouble just by crying and whining and just saying pulling the younger brother card. Yeah they're like the pioneers for you like they give you all your rights as a child.