The Disease of Alcoholism

My mom was very chronic alcoholic, as was every single member of my mom's side of the family. So I grew up with a heavy alcoholism right in the house. There is an element of like, we grow up afraid of things. And it seems like a recurring aspect to your life of like, identify the thing you're afraid of and embrace it. Perhaps, perhaps, I remember thinking on some level that all the alcoholics in the family, despite their best efforts, despite all of their promises, never going to drink again. That was due.