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What if a minor procedure left you permanently altered? - [Rebroadcast #135]

This Is Actually Happening

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Mental Illness

Mental illness also runs very heavily in my family. There's kind of an anger that's just brooding and living inside me, and it jumps out at any opportune unfortunately. To deal with the anger, i self medicated when i was a kid to deal with my anger and frustration and negative emotions. I would self medicate with candy. And as i became a t nager, i medicated with sex. When i turned 20, i began medicating with weed. Weed really just made me numb. It made me happy. It took away my troubles, or so i thought. At 17, i sought out being validated and consoled through sex and fake intimacy.

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