I've Been on the Internet My Whole Life, and I Don't Even Know What I'm Doing

i've always had this vision of art and the intellectual life as being this thing that is intrinsically it has to be crazy. It has to be constantly breaking rules, or else it's not going to be real. And i was younger, so i had much more piss and vinegarnd and was much more reckless. I would like go to somelike art gallery in like, kensington, and it's like perfectly nice young artists, like whatever,. Like doing m f a programms or whatever. And i would like have someone like film me, and i would scream, you're all bourgeois idiots. This is dota. This is like excessive avant guardship. My point