Do You Feel More Hate Than Love?

I feel more hate from people than anything these days. I have always felt really like beautiful and desirable. And now I constantly like see comments that just absolutely dislike how I look. So I've never, and that doesn't affect me honestly because I'm very like, I love who I am. But I don't like, I think a lot of girls are like, oh, when you get in the porn, like it's just constantly men thinking you're hot. It is. Like this job is how 80% bullying from people who don't understand you and 20% love from people who do love and understand you.