Alya tarabrak has a great question to ask yourself when so many of us are disconnected from our bodies. She recommends saying asking, what am i unwilling to feelwl? And in terms of your chemical romance, your your chemical pregnancy, what iam not willing to feel is the utter, the seemingly random coldness of the universe,. The opposite of an enchanted, purposeful, tracked out and look, i believe that both things happening at once.