The Importance of Identity in a New Country

I found that when the challenging programming side of it was gone. It wasn't enough to sustain me as a like hopefully a full time job. And so yeah I ended up. sinking into probably the worst depression of my life just being. Alone in a new country not alone in a newCountry but Justin was there and he was working every day during the day kind of trying to realize the stream that I had but it wasn't really working and. It's hot and. But yeah whenever you know when the dog catches the mailman or catches their tailor whatever metaphor you want to uselike is that really the life you'd want? You don’t really know until you get there,