As a kid, i liked dolls make up as well as socker and cars. Grow up, i wanted to be a fire fighter and fashion designer at the same time. Sad movies make me cry. I prefer coddling over sex. And most of my friends are women. Every day i feel like the masculine world is pushing me under and leaving me behind. Theex s put on men just aren't something i can follow. It feels like i am failing my social role every day. Being bi sexual does not help. That's just another thing feminizing me. But i've talked to and worked with women who suffer from the same problem,. They're like not feminine enough.