I've heard something you've talked about as pain threshold, right? It's like some people will get, they'll have that dark side but at some point they reach a point where they snap out it. And then you kind of have to reset a certain point because then they're going to hit rock bottom and there's only two ways you can go. You keep going down that path or you have to realise what your real goal is. So for me it's just like noticing patterns repeat for certain time. If I went down below a grand I kicked into gear, if I got up above $5 grand I became lazy and started spending money on stupid things. There was a regulator in