What's It Like for You Now to Ponder That?

There are really two data points that something really wicked is happening. Number one is your not being told who your accuser is. And the other was the first thing that we talked aboutand so it's clear to me that there's, there's something going on that's really a wicket. What's it like for you now to ponder that still? I think hard for me to hold on to right? Like i still have asence, even as i listened you talk, where i'm just liked, but these are god's people like i do.