I started to get depressed. I had just been craving some action in my life and nothing had really been happening for a while. And that loneness was met with my study, my spiritual study and it produced like a four day, the black dog is visiting. It's not good or bad. In fact, if it's anything, it's good. If someone honors an old time rule here here. That's carved over every bed post in Las Vegas. You can go a go to any casino. Flip over an ace in a seven and be like a hundred and eighteen and everyone will go here,. No they won't. As is the casino way.