Is There a Conscious Reason for Choosing God or Yahweh or Jesus Christ?

I want as an audience member is people expanding their craft and not expanding their career because I think that the craft you expand your craft the career will come right or not but either way. If you worship beauty it's going to be an earthquake when the wrinkles start to show and they're going to more you'll die a thousand deaths before they finally greet you. There are so few things that actually nourish you so you have to be really careful about what you do with your time. You know if you can't find the thing the little patch of grass to stand on it can make you pretty dizzy and pretty sick um and so for me again it's almost like the comedic timing thing