I'm Not Doing the Lessons Right?

Gertie: I can feel a lot of joy sometimes, but in the next second, it's gone. It's like when the routines kick in, everything is gone. And i was so afraid to talk about all this. But well, and and am, my arm, the wrist, it's more than two months and it's still not healing. So i would say that the lesson behind the wrist is is a lesson in impatience. One of the characteristics of a teacher of goda,. to not judge the time frame of things, or try to grasp and grip and hold things, but actually allow your hand to be outstretched.